Skeletons of Yesterday
There are surer bets than a London June.
A westerly wind will wake the people from their hibernation, beckoned into the warmth, into the parks and into the endearingly overoptimistic street cafes, and even the working day will absorb their relaxed air of basked contentment. Weather from the east, however, blasts upriver an invasion of the icy death throes of a Russian winter. Daily it changes, and usually within the course of one.
Ticklish odds, difficult to read.
Standing at the high, leaded and, albeit invisible to the passing observer, heavily reinforced window of the eighth floor canteen, James Bond stared down into Regent’s Park, watching with the detached amusement of a chef de caisse the hopelessness of the gamblers struggling painfully against the rising wind, against the mounting odds, all cards stacked against. The settled fate of every poor player, they denied their hands and tried hopeless bluffs; the mother struggling into each gust, in one hand a perambulator and in the other, a bawling toddler’s sticky palm, torn between the two opportunities for defeat and incapable of embracing either; the crowd of schoolchildren nursing poorly-thought-through ice creams, the wind whipping sea-spray flecks into their faces; the appealingly underdressed couple clinging closer to one another. Some solace in that, then.
Bond lit another cigarette and, exhaling deeply, turned his back on the world and considered the empty room. The lunch hour only ten minutes dead, the canteen still harboured the smells of hurried meals, consumed in the fastest hour of the day amidst rushed office gossip, that curious but amusing mess of truths that are and truths that should be. From the little foil ashtrays one could always deduce, in overspill of cigarette ends and the more violent shades of lipstick, the most popular table. Today’s appeared to be the one in the far right hand corner habitually commandeered by the female radio operators from the ninth floor, the plentiful stubs abandoned by lips spitting away at rivals no better than they ought to be, or at young men with large ambitions but small imaginations.
It was anywhere, and everywhere.
The water heater hissed at him malevolently whilst the abandoned, unloved ham rolls slept on, yet another night tucked up safely in their plastic wrapping. The serving hatch, now closed-to, guarded carefully its secrets of the evening sitting even though it was Tuesday and everyone knew that Tuesday brought forth chicken pie and an allegation of apple crumble. In the institutional formica-topped tables, the folding wooden chairs, the irritatingly askew corkboards boasting announcements long since countermanded and in the sickly buttermilk of the walls, this works canteen in this factory of deception and death was as indistinct as in one making sinkplugs or spoons in Preston or Wolverhampton or anywhere similar, any town with a football team, a factory and a grammar school. The casual visitor, not that there ever was or ever could be one, would have been hard pressed to say what was being manufactured here. That was probably just as well. Scaring one’s guests is uncouth.
Manufacture…
Bond contemplated the room and sniffed. This was what it came to. All that pain, all those scars inflicted, suffered, meant another Tuesday could safely pass in this place and thousands of similar others across the country. Was it, he asked himself, worth all the blood? His? Theirs?
Hers?
Like the tears, long dried.
He had taken to wondering whether it would amuse him to bring them to this place, the men he was sent to destroy, to see why their deaths had been ordered; to protect the egg and cress of England. Would they, in seeing the curling cheese rolls and listening attentively to each semiquaver of the tea urn’s symphony, laugh and realise the futility of it, and walk away, good-naturedly, ashamed at themselves?
Probably not.
Sighing through the smoke, he recognised the symptoms that led him to such thoughts. Inactivity always hurt. Once he would have likened it to gnawing holes in him, biting great mouthfuls out, wounds that active duty could patch up, shaken off like influenza, but he had come to recognise it more recently as a parasite, burrowing into his skin and leaving its eggs buried in there, hatching in him, feeding off him and eventually doing what all such creatures do to their hosts, even though it kills them too.
He had to acknowledge now that he was badly infected. Infested. Even the buzzing of the green telephone half an hour earlier, the direct line from M.’s secretary, had not cured him of it. Years past, it would have galvanised him into action, bandaged up the scars, shot him through as effectively as a grain. Something to do, somewhere to go. Someone to kill. Now, experience dictated that whilst there would still be a who and a what and a when and the thrill of the how, the why was becoming ever more troubling. He had seen it, and he knew that M. had too. What had it been that the old man had said to him after the Gibraltar business? “Others are paid to worry about the consequences. If you want to trouble yourself with that, 007, do it on your own time.”
Bond had bitten his lip, fast becoming the deepest scar, and restrained himself from observing that if M. would give him more to undertake than ugly little errands, and even those were increasingly infrequent however well carried-out, this carcinogen of thought could be halted before it became terminal. A licence to kill time was not worth the issuing.
And now what? The secretary had given little away in the usual summons of “He wants to see you, James. Quarter-to.” On the one hand, reassuring; a little code developed between them over too many years to count – or to want to count - meant that if she stressed the “you”, he was in trouble, and that had been absent – or, disconcertingly, not obvious – in the brisk message. On the other hand, it boded ill; nothing to do with Bond personally, another trite mission, something to find for 007 to do as he’s in the building and may as well get it wrong as anyone.
He drew further on his cigarette and surveyed the room once more. Appropriate, to end up here, even if he had not set out to. From this room, all retirements sprang; from this room M.’s Chief of Staff, Tanner, saw all departing souls off with a cheery smile and that story he told about the gypsy and the bishop. Such farewells Bond tried to avoid. To his knowledge, M. had never been to one.
He stubbed the cigarette out, planting it in the mound of others. Pull yourself together. And whatever it is, it has to be better than what’s on your desk. He allowed himself this promise. It had to be true. He had found himself juggling reports, always a bad habit and a dangerous demonstration of listlessness and an abandonment of concentration. When the one bored him, he would divert to the other and when that swiftly produced no greater interest, back to the original, and on until he had read everything and absorbed nothing.
One had been the transcript of the interrogation of Godolphin, the Lisbon double, by FF117. Bond had been assigned it to determine whether it was ultimately to prove necessary to have Godolphin killed. As the transcript progressed, and Bond had become tired with the violence evident in FF117’s method, he doubted whether there was much of Godolphin left to kill. FF117 had plainly acted beyond his authority and licence, but in fairness to the man, had it been Bond’s wife and young son Godolphin had poisoned instead of FF117’s, he expected that he would have done the same. Even so, after the fifty-third annotation of “[Scream/male/words indistinct]”, Bond wearied of what he was reading and considered the other docket.
This had been a record of observations of what had become known as The Cenotaph Drop; a typewritten list of dates with accompanying photographs, the majority of the activity having taken place in the autumn of the previous year, with once-monthly records thereafter. The conceit itself was simple but one that appalled Bond in its cynicism and treachery. Shortly before the commemoration of the war dead in Whitehall the previous November, word had reached the Service, via papers liberated from the safe of a Stuttgart lawyer, that a message would be passed during the ceremony directly from the hands of a visiting head of state to political agitators in the United Kingdom. The head of state was not identified but the guest list had thrown up several likely candidates. It was unclear, however, how the message – understood to be schematic drawings of a missile tip being engineered for the Navy by a client of the German – would be transmitted or handed over. Each dignitary laying wreaths of little paper Haig poppies at the Cenotaph had been photographed by a long lens discreetly peering from an upper Whitehall window; all the likely suspects and several Bond had been amused to think would have been outraged at being so. Nothing had been noted. The marchers marched – or were wheeled – past. Salutes to the dead from those who could give them, the next best thing from those who had half-died for the freedom to.
Then, two weeks later, the paper flowers still in bloom despite the acidic winter, the long lens still trained on the towering white memorial, spotted there had been the leader of an engineering union, an increasingly public figure, a man who had been badly injured as a youth at Flers-Courcelette and who had repeatedly, and publicly, spoken out against the poppy as long as it bore the name Haig, a grudge apparently held by many who doubtless felt that they had just cause. The photographs, in rapid succession, showed him adjusting the wreath laid by the least likely of the likely and, with one of the poppies, picking out the small white and green tin button that held the red bloom to the thin cardboard stem, tipping a tiny roll of fragile film into his palm, then replanting the frail little flower.
Head of Section had wanted to pull the man in immediately for a solid dose of hurt, and Bond had sympathised; sabotage was an act of a peculiarly vile dishonesty in any event, but particularly callous given the means of the treachery. However, clearly in the unmistakeable green ink of M’s pen, and painstakingly in enraged capitals, was half a side of reasoning why this should not be done, and why it would be better to use the mechanism to feed misinformation back and forth between the union man and his paymaster. Manufacture… This had been… engineered, and the monthly photographs established that both fish were taking the bait. Hooked right through their damned mouths. The sudden vote of no confidence in the Brother by his colleagues the following March was the last point noted; a neat enough conclusion, and one carefully manipulated, save that Bond knew that he would not have been reading the file at all unless M. was demanding his view whether the man presented sufficient continued threat to be removed from more than his office. It was also abundantly clear that due to their endemic infiltration of the man’s union, and not wishing to jeopardise this, the domestic service was wanting nothing to do with this and were calling in a mutual favour.
Before making his recommendation in the box at the base of the back inside cover of the docket, Bond had returned momentarily to the hotel room in Lisbon and FF117’s increasingly deadly threats and Godolphin’s commensurately pathetic pleas. Angered sufficiently, Bond picked up the photographs of the union man, saw nothing in the face that was worth preserving, and made his decision; the pen mightier than the sword. As he flung the document aside in revulsion, the telephone had rung. Accepting the message from the secretary, and grateful of the break, upon leaving his office to wander and collect his thoughts before the interview, he had left the docket in the out-tray of the 00 section and knew that this was the last he would see of it. The current policy, doubtless developed by an educated mind, was that 00s never second-recommended their own kills. One must have objectivity. The victim must go to his grave reassured that he has been fairly and Britishly dealt with. Undoubtedly, the job would go to someone terribly efficient and resourceful and young and it may not happen for a length of time, enough time for Bond to forget his part in the affair and to accept the devastating news of the car accident or suicide or street robbery as nothing other than a tragedy for the family; a much missed hero of the working man.
He glanced at his watch; five minutes. Time to move.
M.’s secretary, Miss Moneypenny, a brunette and one sufficiently attractive for her position, had already stopped typing before Bond had entered her little antechamber office but, as he idled at her desk, waiting for permission to find out how he would die this time, Bond wondered whether she too had been seeking some distraction from the less appealing elements of their business. However often she tapped the foolscap sheets into a neat block, however calm that looked, they were doubtless a record of a bad business, either one just enacted or one yet to come. Did she pay it any attention? Did it have any effect on her? Her face, blandly pleasant in the modern manner, and now smiling encouragingly at him, betrayed little. Was it all some glorious story for her, some terribly exciting tales? No, she appeared to have more about her than to be as flighty-headed as that. Perhaps, though, it was living vicariously. Much more likely. He knew little about her, but suspected cats.
“Anything big?” he asked.
She raised her eyebrows a quarter-inch. “I think so. He’s only been back five minutes or so. Been out since ten.”
Bond smiled, thinly. “Long lunch?”
“None at all, I understand.”
“Where was he?”
Miss Moneypenny glanced at him in mild admonishment, and he let the question hang. She brushed past its gentle swaying and changed the subject. “And you have a guest.”
Bond nodded, slowly. For M. to accommodate a visitor was not unusual; evidently there was a tale to be told. He had come to learn that this had little to do with M. seeking company or sociability as he approached retirement. Instead, taking the story direct from the teller spread the load, the accountability, should anything foul up which, as many times as it did not, it would. Instead of a debate about how M. or Bond had interpreted a report, the visitor could be blamed for delivering the information poorly. It had not used to be like this. Now it was. The visitor would not know that he or she – M. had little chivalry when it came to information - was in the weaker position from the off, playing blind from a hellish bunker with a sawed-through sand wedge. But, still, the tactic protected M. and it protected his agent, be it Bond or anyone else. Bond knew that one day it would not. One day, it would be he of the three who would have to do the decent thing, take the disgraced officer’s revolver and bad whisky, fall on his sword as others pushed him further down the blade. And, equally so, the day may come sooner when the sacrifice would be M., and he, Bond, would be required to be complicit in the pressing.
This was not how it had been. M. had been too successful, and Bond had been part of that success. If war had come, there would have been no place for the luxury of enquiry. Things would have been done, things would have had to have been done, and people would have understood and accepted it because it was too dangerous to dawdle over the detail. Peace maintained, maintained as much by himself and M. as anyone in the building, in the country even, allowed enquiry the space to breathe, untroubled by fear of attack. Change had come, and Bond recognised and despised the irony that he had been the cause of it. Secret agent of change. His previous successes were at risk of bringing about his destruction. A bitter thanks, a compliment he wanted to reject.
He had considered over the previous month whether he ought to create the failure of a mission to such an extent that urgent and decisive and - most importantly - unquestioned action would be the only option available. It would strengthen his position. A fantasy. Too dangerous to tip things that far: what if he could not rescue them? Ten years previously, perhaps, but now…? And, yet more dangerous, what if he was not the agent chosen to undo the mess? Ten years previously, perhaps, but now…? Another opportunity casually waved on its way.
“Anyone I know?”
“I don't think so. A Mr Hawthorne. Customs and Excise.”
He made a face and she put her left hand to her lips, stifling a laugh. Although he smiled with her, Bond’s mood had gained weight. This spoke of some domestic trouble that the junior service did not want to deal with and so was being farmed out. Or, he thought, and this was much more encouraging, it did not have the competence to deal with it. Yes, better.
Bond sat himself on the edge of the secretary’s desk and, picking up a thin buff folder from the top of a neatly ordered pile of about a dozen, started leafing through it, paying the closely typed paragraphs no attention whatsoever. Miss Moneypenny slapped him on the wrist good-naturedly, maternally, and gently removed the file. Bond sighed theatrically and she smiled again, busying herself with a fresh typewriter ribbon, the violence of the world condensed into scarlet and black.
Bond considered the studded, leather face of the door to M.’s office, a recent improvement; the old, walnut faced, reassuring portal having been deemed by someone or other to provide insufficient protection, and judged incapable of hiding within it the three inch Sheffield plate. It probably made sense, but it had been a shame to have seen the old thing go. To Bond, it had represented an element of certainty, of assurance, about whatever mission he had been given: don’t worry; I’ll be here when you get back.
A changing age. A changed age. Even in this little room, the signs revealed themselves without lengthy scrutiny. The typewriter boasted an electric element for automatic carriage changes at the end of each line; the quaint theatre in dragging the lever back now dismissed. The desk bore no little bottles of ink and a selection of fountain pens; the stationery was plastic and disposable. When things stopped working, they were not put out for careful repair but simply thrown away.
The green light flashed on. The signal to put his foot down and go.